Progress

Again, I cannot improve, if I have sex within the past 100 days.
and if my wife wants me to work on having a baby.

My pushes, while opening a door, felt more solid.
The entire body goes into the motion.

Stupid kung fu man

What good is it if you are good in kung fu but you are stupid ?
I have 2 senior brothers from Shaolin school in Brooklyn NY and
they are both in trouble.
One is in jail for selling drugs, and another one just loves to
sleep with women. The last woman stole all his money.
This latter one has at least 6 kids from at least 3 women.
I think it is okay to have a lot of kids, but if you are a poor judge
of character, you get killed.

And a sifu I met is just too easily angered. And his senior brothers
easily changes his opinion. Who needs a sifu/teacher who cannot control
his anger, or emotions ? If a licensed nyc teacher cannot control ones emotion, anger while working, teaching, no student would respect him.

Making a baby

I could not progress much these past months
because my wife wanted to have a baby.
That means I need to give up some energy and sperm.
Making a baby requires a lot of energy from me.
And I need to do this twice in the same week.
Note: This only happens in one month.
That means those 2 times required in the same week,
happens in only one month at a time.
I am over 40, and I cannot give up energy like I were in my 20s.
Back then I can give up energy 3 times a weekend every weekend for 6 months.